have FAITH c",)

“There was nothing left to see. It happened and it was impossible and beautiful and then it ended before it even really began, leaving nothing behind but secrets and broken hearts.”

there are things in life that is not meant for you. and you just have to let it go.
it may be awfully hard. but eventually you will get through it.

but what would you do during your lapses? those times that you thought you've gotten over it and then you estimated it wrong. those times when you feel the pain the most.

i guess the answer is nothing. cry if you have to. embrace whatever it is that you feel.

then as my dear friend had told me, "just have faith". everything will be all right.

what does not destroy me makes me stronger

have you ever been so damn mad at anyone yet you cannot do anything about it?

to the point that sometimes you feel that you'll just burst into flames of fire.

you wanted to confront that person. scream. say whatever you feel just to be alright.

but you just can't.

well i did. and a couple of times, i still do.

these kinds of people make life less bearable. a couple of times i've prayed to God to give me more patience. to help make me understand. to have a humble heart. a couple of times, i am also close to giving up.

but somehow the worst is over. and i thank God that finally, little by little i can control how i feel. to let go of the anger means that they do not have any hold on me. and for that, if and only if the purpose is to let me down. then i have won.

go green! =D

When Bahay na Walang Hagdan went to our office for a mini tiangge, I bought one of their handmade bags made of tarp.
reasons to do that:

1st - to help them
2nd - i'm an environmentalist so i support RECYCLING =)
3rd - the bag looks cute =p

i intend to use it for my packed lunch since i am on a lettuce-no rice should i say DIET?! haha! =p
i'm telling my friend Arvic that the bag won't look cheap once i carry it like this =).

morena me. kakaswimming. =p finally, bumamabalik na kulay ko. =p

stolen shot. =p

fashionista

the other day while i was getting dressed, i used one of my dresses as a top.
then i told my mom that i am a fashionista.

(the day i got sick =c)

what made my day was her comment to her shirt:
"gawin ko kaya tong vneck? kasi, fashionista ako. kanino ka pa ba magmamana?!"
really ma. c",)

my mom in her fashionista pose. =p

all for the love of my friends

honestly, i am not a fan of having too many sites/accounts to handle.
before there was friendster. then multiply.
then i have to drop the two to settle with facebook. and tumblr.
and out of nowhere, i now have blogspot and twitter.
haha..!!
i finally gave in to my friends' nagging to join them on twitter. c",)

i somehow relate to drew barrymore's dilemma before about multiple communication means just to keep in touch with her current boyfie.
...or am i just getting old? lolz. =p

one sick morning...=c

it should have been a lovely day.
but i woke up with stomach ache and (again) feels like i'm gonna throw up. =c
not nice.

maybe stress + fatigue from work and grad school had finally caught up with me.

dear me,
please get well soon...you just can't be sick.
love,
me

Romantic Date

Woke up late today and saw a YM message from my friend.
He's asking for an advice on where to go on a romantic date. (s-w-e-e-t!!!=p)

Immediate ideas in mind: manila bay cruise, tagaytay (sonia's secret garden or Antonio's), or somewhere along Antipolo with a spot overlooking the city.
I even searched the net and contacted some of my friends for suggestions.
Here's what i got:

• Around Intramuros area - Barbara's & Ilustrado
• Lemuria (http://www.lemuria.com.ph/Lemuria/index.php)
• Vieux Chalet

My best bet is at Lemuria =)
Kinda looks nice and the food looks mouthwatering..c",)
But for a candlelit dinner where you can enjoy privacy, I think vieux chalet is at par. They say that it is Antipolo's best kept secret.

Goodluck to my friend who'll be seeing his girlfriend for just a week after being away from each other for months.

Honestly, kinikilig ako.
I kinda miss going out on dates. And if ever I will again, I'll surely won't pass on these ones...<3