have you ever been so damn mad at anyone yet you cannot do anything about it?
to the point that sometimes you feel that you'll just burst into flames of fire.
you wanted to confront that person. scream. say whatever you feel just to be alright.
but you just can't.
well i did. and a couple of times, i still do.
these kinds of people make life less bearable. a couple of times i've prayed to God to give me more patience. to help make me understand. to have a humble heart. a couple of times, i am also close to giving up.
but somehow the worst is over. and i thank God that finally, little by little i can control how i feel. to let go of the anger means that they do not have any hold on me. and for that, if and only if the purpose is to let me down. then i have won.
if they are taking you down, it only means that you're already above them. :) there are things that are out of our control but we can choose to be the better person, and be calm and forgiving. i learned that when you surround yourself with positivity, good things come your way and your burden disappears almost in an instant. i can totally relate to your post ate ecka.
ReplyDeletebtw, thanks for your words of encouragement on twitter! :)
hi jam! thanks! =D
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